It’s a little embarrassing to admit, but I think my inner woman is a Manic Pixie Dream Girl. So the pictures that make me yearn to be a girl are usually more about being cute and flirty than being about being sexy. I’m afraid that this makes me shallow or even less of a ‘real’ girl. I guess I prefer to think of her as the idealized me.
I also feel like my inner girl is stuck at around age 14 to 16. That’s about the age where I started to suppress my longing to be female. Maybe now that I’m figuring out how to express this side of me, she’ll be able to grow up a little.